My head had been spinning since that kismet meeting. He appeared like a midnight sin wrapped in silk. A chocolate god was carved by stardust and desire. He was gifted to me by the universe that finally understood my cravings. My mind and body leaned in without caution. My soul exhaled as if it had been holding its breath for lifetimes just to find him again. I had to get this under control. I didn’t expect this to be happening out of nowhere. All I wanted was a night out single and sexy, not hand and hand with a familiar stranger.

“Let’s go out,” he stated while talking on the phone one night. “Oh shit,” I had not thought past us talking on the phone. “Don’t clam up now, Mya, you got this!” I agreed, and the plans were made. The day of, my mind was racing, and my time management was not the best. I had so many thoughts racing through my mind. Not to mention the bubble guts (lol). What do we talk about? Should we hug or shake hands when we see each other? It was easier talking over the phone about any and everything. But what if the chemistry is not the same when we see each other? And what am I wearing? I needed to calm down quickly. So, I put on some old-school love song music. I danced in the mirror and began to romanticize myself as I got ready. This practice helps anytime I am feeling anxious about something. This was the perfect time to indulge. Earlier that day, I went hunting for an outfit. I found a fitted all black dress. Baby, it hugged every curve just right. I also let my hair out. It was my twa with wild curls. A touch of color complemented my golden chocolate skin tone. Everything was set up just right and tight. For the shoe, I wore an all-black wedge. It had a nice ankle bracelet. Of course, it was all gold. My scent was Billie Eilish (Eau de Parfum) mixed with Philosophy(fresh cream). I am a Vanilla lover, I love to smell sweet, but not overly sweet, and these two give fresh-baked pecans. Last but not least, the make-up. I wanted to add to my “goddess ensemble.” I did a dark lip combo with gold complements. Eye shadow and cheek combo accentuated my dimples and high cheekbones. The lips gave “kiss me,” and the outfit gave “catch me.” Yup, ya girl was giving “reintroduction of self.” How you doing? part- 4 on the way