You’re at the moment of transition let’s call it “void space” you know you can’t go back but a little anxious about going forward, so stagnancy seems like the “safe” choice however you know that’s not where you want to be…your heart is saying put it out there but your mind is still in survival mode saying “ not yet”.. well.. time to break out.. solar and heart begin to override the mind, your Pitts and hands are sweating and the lump in your throat seems to be growing by the minute….do it do it do it… black out ..wake up.. its done. Nervous and excited that you did it but what will the outcome be..only time will tell but you’re happy you took the “lead” inevitable and aligned…good luck